Hey guys, I missed posting here and as you may have noticed, there are a lot of changes here. If the page was green before, it's white now and I've added few pages as well and this is one of them. So, I've been writing a poem lately and this is what I've come up with. I don't know what inspired me to do this but I kind of looked at and put myself in the position of a girl who wants the guy to admit his feelings for her but he just couldn't. Please,, bear with the choppy lines. I'm still learning here!
Just Tell Me
I passed by your side, you saw me
And then that smile of yours began to falter slowly
Our eyes have met but you looked away
I don't know what to say, now I feel empty
I am so unaware of what you feel
It's weird, though, so surreal
If it is you my heart says,
Why do I feel this way?
What if you leave me broken and pieces apart,
Will you come back, and mend it for me?
I wonder, will you be the one
Who will never fool me or break me?
Will you love me no matter what?
Will you promise to never break my heart?
Love is a foolish thing,
It wants what it wants, it gives and it takes
And has always been a part of our fate
Yet now, it's something hard to grasp
And to keep on going, is for us, becoming a hard task
I can't comprehend what's going on
I need a second glimpse to see if I am strong
Strong enough to let you know
That you are all and all I need for my tomorrow
But, why has there always been a but
Whenever I think of both of us?
Can't we be happy, just that easy?
I want US to happen, but it seems so impossible
I get afraid and my heart is beating slowly
I don't know if this will last
Or in the end, will surely pass
I'm waiting for that perfect time
when you will finally have the guts
to tell just how much you need me, I'm going nuts
Just tell me what you need to say
Don't be a freak and ran away
Tell me what you feel -- this is making me ill
Just be brave to tell me, just tell me, please
My heart says yes, but my brain says no
I'm rather confused, I hope you know
I don't understand this nor have I ever felt this
It's good but it's bad the same
Cause you break my heart just by walking away
Pretending you never saw me, having nothing to say
You turned your back, my ears are in heat
No hi's or hello's, tell me, what's going on?
Is it just me who skips a heartbeat?
Or is it just me who needs someone to hold
Please, just tell me - it's worth more than gold
All I just need to know is
Can We ever be?
Or is there even a We?
Was there an US and will there ever be?
Just tell me, know that I'm not in a hurry
But I sure need to know if there's even a you and me.
I live an ordinary life; striving and making it work in the giant sandpit aka Dubai. My life isn't perfect (I wish it was!) But I guess there's something about the imperfection in my journey that makes it worth the write and share. I believe that we don't have to have everything figured out because if we do, a lifetime won't be enough...
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